Dear Michael,<\/p>\n
I wish I were writing you for other reasons, but I just can\u2019t continue our relationship feeling the way I feel right now. I’m writing this letter instead of talking face-to-face because I have much to tell you and this seems like the best way to express it.<\/p>\n
Should I start by telling you how I love you? Or that the time I’ve spent with you has been the happiest in my life? Or that in the all the time I’ve known you, I was confident that we were meant to be together? I could write all those things and all would be true, but as I reread them, the only thing I can think is that I wish I were with you now, holding your hand and waiting for your elusive smile.<\/p>\n
I will always remember our first meeting at the New York metropolitan. I never believed the stories about love at first sight, but now I realize that it can be a reality. Our relationship started immediately and I didn’t even notice how love twisted my heart. People say that when you find the person that you want to spend the rest of you life with\u2026 you will know it. I enjoyed the time we spent together and I regret to make such decisions. You are one of a few persons on the earth which makes me feel confident and happy. You are understanding, attentive, intelligent, gentle and possesses many other wonderful qualities only real man have.<\/p>\n
After your move to another country, I tried to believe into long-distance relationships – but I see it’s nothing in comparison with in-person realtions. It becomes more difficult to travel each time I visit you. Even having enough time for such long trips, I tried to find enough courage just to see your eyes. I know that are busy at work and have even less time then me, but I can’t spend all my free time on trips. I don’t want to receive imaginary kisses and hugs – I’m sick of Internet talks. Our phone conversations are becoming shorter and rarer. I feel that I’m constantly loosing you.<\/p>\n
You know that I can’t leave the country because of my parents and my research in the university. I tried to manage this situation, but it was the first time in our relationship I found no support from you. I know that you had a long way to come to your dream job and put a lot of effort in it. You work hard and I’m sure you will succeed. I see so much potential in you, but only you can make it happen. So I don’t want to disturb you – I only want you to be happy.<\/p>\n
In the future, I know I’ll relive our time together a thousand times. I’ll hear your laughter and see your face and feel your arms around me. I’m going to miss all of that, more than you can imagine.<\/p>\n
My love, I’ve lost hope, and if hope is lost, then I fear we too will be lost forever. My decision is final as I have been battling the best solution for a long time. I hope you’ll understand me and I sincerely wish you luck with everything.<\/p>\n
Barbara<\/p>\n